One day, Cee realises that she is in the process of losing her colours - which is definitely bad enough. But actually - it's just the beginning... Cee slowly realises that she is losing her colours day by day. Of course, this worries her at first - although she already knows that her foremothers also went through it and survived. Still. Now she has to once again learn how to deal with loss - and just like last time, it's happening just before Christmas.