Meine letzte RezensionCall Me By Your Name. Film Tie-Invon Andre Aciman
he is more myself than i am.
having watched the movie a million times already it was finally time for me to pick up the book. I did not regret it as its so much more than the film. The levels of emotional intelligence and affection, but also hatred and longing, are deeper and better depicted between the lines of the novel than on screen. no news there though. movie adaptations can never be as profound as their original source material. luca guadagnino still did an incredibly beautiful job.
but andré aciman dives so much deeper and doesnt frame the story around just that one summer. we get flashbacks, time jumps and little glimpses into the future near the end of the book. those moments are honestly crucial to understanding the full weight of the story, which is why i now need to rewatch the film again.
elio being seventeen and thinking he knows more than everyone thinks he does because he grew up in this intellectual professor household is somehow so endearing to me. when youre seventeen you truly believe you already understand life while simultaneously only just beginning to experience it.
it reminded me so much of the taylor swift and phoebe bridgers lyric:
“how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22?”
andré aciman writes desire and memory in such an intimate way that sometimes it feels almost invasive to read, like you accidentally stumbled into someones real thoughts. theres something very melancholic about the entire novel. even during the happiest moments you can already feel that everything is temporary.
it’s always “later” until oliver says goodbye to elio. and suddenly later becomes too late.